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this entry is dedicated to lisa. because she tried to kill me because i haven't made an entry about how cool she is. so here it is. lisa, is cool. she sucks at throwing fries but makes up for it in the sheer horrorendous amount of hours she spends practicing. her sister has a hot car that i like to hump. i will hump that hot car again on saturday. congratulations on being the cool person of this entry, lisa. good day. xoxo
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you are not a stupid ass, amanda. you are smart ass. wait! no! you're ummm, smart. without the ass. except with an ass. just not a smart ass. yeah, that's it. don't worry about the program and stuff, tomorrow is another day. ashley rocks it on the programs, she'll hook it up. then you can share your goodness with the world! or me. haha either or! time for bed! goodnite! xoxo to everyone
[edit] p.s. amanda rules and i like it. pssssssh i like that girl! [edit]
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big ups to my homies amanda lee seda-ruiz and ashley rose parker. two cool names for two kick ass chicks! okay i just wanted to say that. later yo. xoxo
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[11 May 2003|12:02am] |
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just thought i would let you all know I'M NOT DEAD. so whoever is telling people i am can go suck a monkey's head. and they can get a life too. i'm not blocking anyone out. so get the facts before you start talking crap. you know who you are if you read this. bye.
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[29 Apr 2003|08:19pm] |
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well, i still can't find a ride to the show. i'm trying to ask john, but he's idle. i need him to come back, i think he'll want to go. he likes going to shows with me. "whoever took my left shoe, please return it to me immediatly." haha snl rocks. so i went shopping at target and got my mom and grandma mothers day cards. i did get 20 points but then i lost them because i was with my mom there. dammit. points aren't nothin! haha you know what i mean! just cuz i'm losing. by 11. cuz i just got 10 more points. haha. pam, if you read this, we need to talk about something. thanks. "i want to go on a gay cruise. with lot's of young single girls. yeah, that would be a gay time." haha crank yankers rule. man, my mom made chicken and i don't eat chicken. i can each spinach. screw that, i don't want spinach. i had a california burrito last nite, so it will tide me over. ahhh, i'm hungry now. no spinach though. ewww. okay so i don't know what else to write about, so i guess that's it. <3 xoxo
ps. if anyone wants to go to the show, i'm still open. thanks.
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[27 Apr 2003|09:06pm] |
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who wants to go with me to the hopesfall show at chain on the 2nd? any takers? you have to drive... but i'll pay for dinner. anyone? anyone? hit me up if you want to. laters all.
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i was at a show in temecula at some new club place, and my friends band, finished, was playing and they got stupid and said we couldn't dance before the show. well we danced anyway. i got grabbed by this security guard and he was like, "what do you think you're doing mother fucker?!" so i pushed him. haha he got pissed and told me not to touch him. so i said "same with you buddy." so during the show, the first song, i had my index finger pointing up and the guy runs up and grabs me. i was like, "what the hell?!" and he carries me out of the place and kicks me out! i asked what i did and he told me i was instigating. i have no clue how, but here are his exact words. "you were instigating. we won't have that here. get the fuck out of here and don't ever come back. if i catch you here again, i'm calling the cops." i told him he's a bitch and then walked away and shouted, "this place blows!" i got 86ed my first time at this place!!!!!!!!!!! for those of you who don't know what 86 is, it's when you get banned from a place for life. haha. i did. so i had to sit out in the cold for like 35 minutes. it sucked. it was freezing balls. all i had on was jeans and a cut off shirt. and i remembered travis (singer from finished) had my wallet with him because i didn't want to lose it when i was dancing, and i couldn't get in to get it. luckly i saw him after the show. i saw all them. and they told me i was a martyr for their band haha. so yeah, that's that. in other news, pam isn't talking to me. if you read this, please talk to me. i didn't do anything. i'm sorry. so i'm going to bed now i think cuz i'm tired. nite everyone. <3 xoxox
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[25 Apr 2003|11:12pm] |
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---Basics---
FIRST NAME: kenny
BIRTHDAY: july 3rd
BIRTHPLACE: newport beach
AGE: 17
GRADE: senior/freshmen in college
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---Appearance---
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HEIGHT: 6'
HAIR COLOR: black with some light brown in it.
SKIN COLOR: sorta white, sorta tan.
EYEBROWS: ummm brown i believe
EYE COLOR: hazel
ABOUT EARS: what about them?
ABOUT LIPS: they are used for one thing and one thing only.
ABOUT TONGUE: it's pink.
MUSCLES: haha fat muscles.
STYLE: core...
PIERCINGS: had the ears gauged but i took those out.
TATTOO (S): soon enough
RIGHTY/LEFTY?: ambidextrious. (that means i'm both)
FINGERS: italian fingers.
FEET: 12 ½
---Right Now--
WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: dark denim
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: “i still dream (part II)”- falling cycle
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: water?
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: cold. it's 11:15 at nite.
HOW ARE YOU?: hyper, jumpy cuz of the music. i wanna go to a show, or rock out on the geetar.
---Do you...---
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: in the car on windey roads.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: doesn't everyone... mine isn't a good one i can tell you that.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: if they aren't fighting or together.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yeah but i always fear i'm gonna crash.
SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?: nope. not since i was little.
TYPE WITH FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?: yeah, sorta. except i keep my pinkie on the shift key.
DRINK?: not in a long time...
SMOKE?: perhaps.
ANY OTHER DRUGS?: those aren't drugs before.
WEAR CONTACTS?: no. i need to though.
HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?: 1 sister. she's 23.
THEIR AGES?: well hell.
---Favorites---
RELATIVE: my uncle.
TV SHOW: uhhh, simpsons, snl, and family guy before they took it off the air.
SHAMPOO: dawn dish soap.
COMMERCIAL: oh man, haha, the one where they are throwing things at the tree then a car falls out and he says "i told you to let the clutch out slowly." i think it's volkswagen.
BOOK: the great gatsby, tender is the night, on the road.
MAGAZINE: destroy all monthly i suppose.
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: raspberry iced tea!
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: uhhh, jack daniels.
SOUND: keyboards or pianos of any kind. no matter what kinda music.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: anything i can. usually play guitar a lot.
BAND OR GROUP: uhhh lots. hot hot heat, the faint, at the gates, queen... just a few.
SINGER: (male) mike ness (female) the girl from the stanely project
MOVIE: fight club, snatch, wayne's world, dumb and dumber, fear and loathing in lv, wet hot american summer
FOOD: italian or mexican
ANIMAL: tigers now that i think about it.
SCHOOL SUBJECT: english, defenitly.
CLOTHES: pretty much anything from the gap (if it's on sale) haha fashion baby! otherwise the thrift store. or shirts from shows.
BOY NAME: maxim. yes MAXIM
GIRL NAME: makala
HANGOUT: anywhere but here, which doesn't happen. the showcase, my room, any venue.
RESTAURANT: joann's! my gpa's resturaunt
FEELING: favorite? well wouldn't everyones be love?
COLOR: pink. it's the new black... and of course, black.
ICE CREAM: cookies n cream
VACATION PLACE: las vegas
SPORT: soccer and hockey.
MUSIC: core, industrial, electro, emo, old school shit from the late 70's and early 80's. ie queen.
STORE: the gap.
DOG BREED: queensland heeler
CAT BREED: siamese
BIRD BREED: I HATE CROWS AND RAVENS. so nice birds... like parrots.
FISH BREED: koi.
DAY OF THE YEAR: uhh, july 3rd?
MONTH: anything cold.
---Future---
IN FIVE YEARS: uhh first year teaching.
TEN: married hopefully, with my kids all done with. haha
TWENTY: uhhh mid life crisis! haha be ready all.
FOURTY: dead probably haha
MARRIGE SEASON: winter, buck ass cold.
PLACE: uhhh, las vegas. cliche i know.
HONEYMOON: where ever she wants.
SON'S NAME: what the hell?! i said maxim already... is this thing conspiring against me?!
DAUGHTER'S NAME: again. damn. i said makala
GOALS: be happy teaching and if i'm lucky, to be in a semi successful band.
---Have you---
BROKEN THE LAW: who hasn't?
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: no. not on purpose.
EVER CHEATED ON A TEST: i cheated on my drivers test!
STAYED UP TILL FOUR ON THE PHONE: yep. once.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: i snuck out of my cousins house when i was staying there. we went to his gf's friends house. it was at like 3 in the morning and i fell asleep with his gf's older sister... eek. haha
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: nope. not on purpose... i was surfing once and my boardshorts came off.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: i did tonite!
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: YES!
USED YOU PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: nope. i'm not a girl. haha no offense.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: yeah, but usually my parents know, USUALLY.
PEED IN THE SHOWER/BATH: ewwwww.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: every morning haha
FELL ASLEEP WHILE EATING: haha i'm not narcoleptic.
FELL ASLEEP WHILE DRIVING: no but my sister did once while i was in the car.
DRIVEN A CAR: yeah, i'm not a damn loser.
EVER MET SOMEONE FAMOUS: yeah, all the time.
WANTED TO DIE: oh sure.
BEEN ON A PLANE: nope.
BEEN ON A MOTORCYCLE/BIKE: yeah of course.
WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN: i surf!
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: a couple.
CRIED IN PUBLIC: haha no i cry in the privacy of... well yes.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yep plenty of times. dylan did once, i wanted to cry too. so did matt, that was sad too.
GONE TO CHURCH: yeah i have.
READ THE BIBLE: once.
EATEN SUSHI: nope, i hate fish.
FISH: nope see above.
CAVAIR: nope. you fish lovers!
SEEN SOMEONE DIE: yeah, my uncle.
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---Love---
BOYFRIEND: well well well, who do you think you are mr. or mrs. nosey pants?!
GIRLFRIEND: ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
SEXUALITY: straight as an arrow mothas.
VIRGINITY EXISTANT: bahahahahah so nosey!
CHILDREN?: yes, 5.
CURRENT CRUSH: PAM!
BEEN IN LOVE?: love isn't real until you meet the one you'll be with forever...
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: of course.
TOO SHY?: actually i am when it comes to girls, otherwise, no.
BEEN HURT?: yep sure have.
HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?: technically i guess not.
CHEATED ON SOMEONE: no way.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: uhhh hmmmm... i'm not sure yet. ask me when i'm dead.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: yeah, i was a freshmen. it's not smart.
HAD/HAVE AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: sorta...
WHERE DO YOU WANT TO HAVE YOUR HONEYMOON?: where ever she does.
WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: shoes, hair, music, sweetness
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---Medical---
FRACTURE HISTORY: haha you want them all? actually, these were all breaks... except my legs... they were compound fractures... that means they left the skin. ewwwww. elbow, arm, both legs, ankles, fingers, toes, nose, and my hand.
OPERATION HISTORY: my arm, elbow and legs.
ALLERGIES: pretty much anything medical. haha
HAD STICTCHES: yeah, twice. face twice.
CAVITIES: nope.
PHOBIA/S: i'm afraid of big dogs at nite(dark). weird huh?
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---Name makes you think of---
RYAN: white power wanna be
AMANDA: ex and new buddy.
JUSTIN: stoner!
TIFFANY: humongoid boobs.
PAUL: my middle name.
ABBY: dharmas mom from dharma and greg.
STEVE: my little jew buddy.
BRIAN: old singer for bound in blood. thinks he's a rockstar.
MISTY: uhhh, i have no clue.
PHIL: quarterosis!
VINNY: my cousin!
JESSICA: i know too many. they are all dumb as fuck!
LEAH: princess.
ERIN: uhhh, amazon women!
BILLY: the kid who was yakkin at the museum!!!!!!!!
SARAH: david's ex. she's cool, i guess.
JOSHUA: singer for winning jersey
DANIEL: coolest, nicest hardcore kid you'll ever meet.
BRITNEY: spears.
CHRIS: peed on some girls car for parking in his spot.
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---Pets---
CURRENT PETS: 2 tortoises (igor and piglet). tarantula (rover). newts (spot, spike and sperrow).
MOST UNUSAL PETS YOU'VE HAD: either tarantula or newts.
BEST CURRENT PET: igor. he rules.
HAVE YOU EVER SAVED YOUR CAT?: no, my cat used to try to kill me before he died.
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---Random---
ROLLERCOASTERS -DEADLY OR EXCITING?: fun, but they hurt.
WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED AND IMPORTANT POSSESSION?: my guitar and keyboard.
WHEN YOU WAKE UP, YOU: nothing for about the first 2 hours.
YOUR MOUSE PAD HAS ON IT: it was a huge effin smilie face, but it's a queen one now.
WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?: posters from movies and bands and a bunch of autographs.
WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?: nothin foo. haha no. boxers.
WHAT IS THE EARLIEST YOU'VE EVER WATCHED A MORNING MUSIC PROGRAM AT: what?
VEGETARIAN? VEGAN?: vegetarian.
THINKING OF RIGHT NOW: uhhh, i'm bored. pam comes home today.
WHAT DO YOU DO THAT REALLY PISSES OFF YOUR FRIENDS: hmmm... sleep a lot. or not answer my cell phone.
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: not at the moment.
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: hot hot heat-make up the break down, queen- greatest hits, the faint-danse macabre, dashboard confessional-unplugged(to fall asleep), and at the gates-slaughter of the soul.
AFTER SCHOOL/WORK YOU: play guitar and go online.
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?: white. no one uses the white crayon.
DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?: i took it from someone, they didn't send it.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: guitar, keyboard, pam, music.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: uhhh, hopefully bright eyes.
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: dylan, fick, jason, daniel, gabe, paul, pam, casey
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: go to shows and cause a ruckus.
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---When/what was the last...---
TIME YOU CRIED?: uhhh, i cried during sweet november hahah
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: hmmmm... a long time ago.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today... to tell me someone signed my livejournal.
THING YOU PURCHASED: uhhh del taco.
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: david allen grier's stand up.
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: shit... uhh... i don't remember. i think the ring.
TIME YOU WERE GROUNDED: like 2 years ago.
WORDS YOU SAID: said. hahah i love that one!
WORDS YOU TYPED: one!
PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: david.
PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: david.
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---Which is better?---
MUD WRESTLING OR JELLO WRESTLING: hmmm jello, easier to see.
WHITE MILK OR CHOCOLATE MILK: chocolate... in a bag.
DEAFNESS OR BLINDNESS: hmmm. i pretend i'm deaf anyway sometimes. haha just so i don't have to do shit.
BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: brunette power baby!
ORANGES OR LEMONS: lemons
DOLPHINS OR HORSES: horses smell bad.
PEPSI OR COKE: pepsi.
LEONARDO DiCAPRIO OR FREDDIE PRINZE JR.: oh my god they are both so hot i can't decide!
LOVE OR LOPEZ?: j-lo?! ohhhhh man!
SPICE GIRLS OR ALL SAINTS: spice girls! david beckham's wife is a spice girl!
BEVERLY HILLS 90210 OR DAWSON'S CREEK: beverly hills is old school! yeah dylan!(my friend not the character)
7TH HEAVEN OR PARTY OF FIVE: party of five! neve campbell rules!
DIET PEPSI OR PEPSI ONE: only one calorie. not evil enough.
BRANDY OR MONICA: who?
APPLES OR ORANGES: oranges.
CHOCOLATES OR FLOWERS: flowers
VANILLIA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla.
BLACK OR WHITE: both.
RAIN, SUN OR SNOW: snow.
the end! <3 xoxo
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| look at this... i be cancer, pam be scorpio. woot. |
[25 Apr 2003|06:04pm] |
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Cancer and Scorpio
When Cancer and Scorpio make a love match, the resulting relationship draws together the energies of two emotionally intense Signs. Signs such as these often combine well, each partner's strengths balancing the other's weaknesses. These Signs feel a strong sexual attraction, and when they are together the temperature in the room tends to rise! Cancer and Scorpio have a great deal in common, and much potential to keep their relationship passionate and going strong.
Cancer and Scorpio enjoy buying things together and creating a comfortable living space: Cancer craves security and Scorpio strives for power. Both occupy their minds with thoughts of domestic goods and resources, including stocks, bonds and inheritances. Since they are both concerned with the home and have fierce loyalties to the family group, Cancer and Scorpio complement each other well. They both see life as a passionate and deeply emotionally exercise of human connection.
well how the hell do you lik that?! that's good stuff. very good stuff. we're compatable even on astrology! go us! i miss you! i'll see you soon! <3 xoxo
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[25 Apr 2003|02:05am] |
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so i was bored so i IMed this girl, (don't worry pam, you're the only one i think about) and it turns out she knows brandon and blaec. amazing. apparently she was talking to brandon a lot and blaec, even though he had a girlfriend for 2 years, was telling this girl, ashley, that he wanted to make out with her friend lindsay. what a jerk yo. i'm glad i have a wonderful girl like pam i don't have to worry about. shew! i miss you! <3 xoxo
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bright and early i wake up. 8 to be exact. well 10 till 8. technically i didn't get out of bed until 8:30 but i got up at 8 nonetheless. first damn thing that popped in my head... "i wish pam would call me." but she didn't. so it sucked. i wanted to cry. not really. but still, i miss her. a lot. anywho, you may be wondering why the hell i, kenny conway, would be getting up at 8:00 in the damn morning. the answer is quite simple if you look at the obvious. i had to go to the nixon library. all i can say is three words. damn. fac. ists. haha. these people were totally being stupid. they were nixon loyalsts to the extreme. they tried to tell me and dylan that nixon didn't know about the watergate break in until 6 monthes after. crock! bastards. but yeah, i didn't like it. but i did get two buttons nonetheless to put on my guitar strap. "nixon: no better time than now" and "ike and dick". they are very good to be a very big... what do you say... an asshole. yeah that's it. but we only had to spend an hour there... well maybe it was two. but before we went in we were sitting in the car and dylan was talking to his girlfriend and i saw some little kid, probably 10, starting to puke and he was crying. it honestly was very mean, but i started cracking up. his face was classic. it's kinda like that "the dog just farted and it's seeping through into my nose" kind of faces. he was gagging and it was great. he didn't look too happy, might i add he was crying again. but anywho, to make it better, the kids who were in his group were laughing and giggling and they yelled, "hey billy! have fun! we know we will!" it was like they were being mean to him on purpose. it made it ten times funnier. i was cracking up and dylan didn't get it so i just had to point and then he heard it. he started cracking up. it was great. i had to laugh for about 10 minutes to get it all out. finally i did stop laughing... but only to see some movie with richard nixon talking like he's cool. he's not, yo. but i got home and this is where i am. here. watching stealing harvard. it's such a funny movie... plus tom green is in it. so that makes it better. and jason lee is just cool beyond reconciliation. i uess this is all. i don't want to bore you anymore. i love you all, some more than others... wink wink <3 xoxo
[edit] 11:33 PM pam comes home in 2 days! but in a half an hour it will be tomorrow! i'm so happy! 2 weeks! 2 damned weeks! it's been like a year! i can't take it much longer... [edit]
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just something i thought might humor you all for a little while. comment, let me know what you think about the mysterious life-o-kenny.
1st installment of "the adventures of kenny and shane"
XtightpantsrockX: it's just a rule.
MONGEAU16: ya
MONGEAU16: like butter
XtightpantsrockX: or barbara streisand.
MONGEAU16: baam
MONGEAU16: barbara
XtightpantsrockX: and we can talk about the roman cathloic church, which is neither roman nor cathloic.
MONGEAU16: and where armor at night
XtightpantsrockX: like old day knights. except more high tech.
MONGEAU16: lasers
XtightpantsrockX: i bet the most common mistake back in the knight days was forgetting to put on your armor just to "go down to the store."
XtightpantsrockX: and booby traps. like spears.
MONGEAU16: ya, i want black armor too
XtightpantsrockX: and we could hire indiana jones to follow us around.
XtightpantsrockX: i want black, pink and white.
XtightpantsrockX: that way i can be hip to the scene.
XtightpantsrockX: because pink is the new black you know.
MONGEAU16: i know
MONGEAU16: chad got the coolest pink shirt
XtightpantsrockX: and i bet there were ladies asking him to sleep them.
XtightpantsrockX: right?
MONGEAU16: ya
MONGEAU16: 4 of em
XtightpantsrockX: 4. holy moses malone. that's almost a hand full.
MONGEAU16: ya
XtightpantsrockX: he only has 2 hands.
MONGEAU16: i got big hands tho
XtightpantsrockX: yes. i bet chad doesn't have big hands. he has small hands, small hands like a leprichaun.
XtightpantsrockX: or carnies.
MONGEAU16: ya
XtightpantsrockX: 8 carnies to be exact.
MONGEAU16: smells like cabbage
XtightpantsrockX: poor chad. he should really shower.
XtightpantsrockX: pink shirts are useless without showers.
XtightpantsrockX: they bring the ladies in, but the showers... oh the showers are what keeps them.
MONGEAU16: ya
MONGEAU16: hell ya
XtightpantsrockX: without showers, everyman would go unattended to.
so there you have it. there is more after that, but i didn't want to take up too much room. sorry kids. maybe next time. <3 xoxo
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i'm feeling a little better than yesterday. first off, i just want to apologize for that last post. i guess it wasn't exactly the nicest thing ever, but hey, you've got to get things off your chest sometimes. but let's try to stay away from that. today there was class. class was boring just like usual. me, the youngest person in a class full of 20-30 something old people who stare at me when i get an answer right. just because i grew up with computers doesn't make me smart! it's my genes. THANKS MOM AND POP! speaking of jeans, mine are really tight right now. gap female jeans in fact. so earlier today when i FIRST got home from class, i was like badabing badaboom, online and minding my own business when i get a little IM skeetdab from a friend saying "what are you doing tonite?" to which i quickly replied, "i'm a loser, what do yo think?" and without missing a beat he says "so you're busy?" i sighed and said, "no, i'm not, why? what's up?" and he said something i never thought i'd hear... "do you wanna go to the faint show tonite in san diego?" i about shite my pants. i was trying to stutter something out to him, but then he had to go and ruin it by saying, "but i don't have an extra ticket, and i think it's sold out. you'd have to find a scalper." WHAT THE HELL?! why did he ask me then?! like i'm gonna find someone who is like, "oh the faint? hmm i'll buy tickets and then go to the show and say 'hey i don't know who this is, anyone want to buy these tickets?'" yeah. right. c'mon people. this is the faint. so yeah, i'm not doing anything still. i doubt my pam will come on too, she'll probably be busy doing something with her cousin and his friends, so if anyone isn't busy, give me a call and we can go do dinner or see a movie... or both! your treat! but anywho, more about class. today was extra boring but there was one little thing that got me through that... the fact that my teacher wears the same thing every class? NO! the fact that she is a spaz? NO! the fact that she sucks on coffee? NO! the fact that she has a HUGE bleach spot on the back of her pants and she didn't know? YES! oh my holy cow was it funny. me and the people behind me (the only ones close to my age, they're 2 years older) were cracking up and she kept getting mad and telling us to be quiet. we couldn't help it though. we watched a movie and i laughed myself to sleep. then i woke up and the class was almost over! it was great. then i got home and watched the video for "agenda suicide" by the faint i downloaded while i was gone. it's such a good video to an awesome song. you should all download it. i guess that's it. if anyone has tickets to the faint show tonite they wanna sell me, let me know. please. thanks.
if anyone knows of a free picture hosting site, PLEASE PLEASE tell me. i gotta know. thanks everyone. <3 xoxo
[edit] i just found $1.01 on the floor next to my computer! i'm gonna go buy a bag of 99 cent chips! VEGETARIAN POWER! haha [edit]
[edit] 7:59 PM still no one has called. where is my fun at? come find me fun because i'm sick of trying to find you! now hurry! it's getting to be too late to go do anything worth doing. GO! [edit]
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i'm damn bored, and sad. resort to drinking? i just might. haha. not really. anyone who drinks alone not only is a drunk, they're stupid too. i'm starting to miss pam a lot more than i thought i possibly could. i would seriously cut off both my arms, both legs and rip out my left eye if that is what it took to get her home right now. she's asleep, so beautifully and so peacefully right now, and i am sitting here, alone and depressed. what is a person to do? nothing. there is nothing i can do. because i'm just too damn sad to do anything. BIPOLAR ACTION ATTACK! piece of shit bipolar. and i bet bipolar is going to have a damned yellow line under it for anyone who is using aol and that thing seriously pisses me off. any idea on how to shut it off? it's 1:42 right now and if you are sleeping right now, i congratulate you. you are one of the lucky ones. but for me, i can't, so therefore i'm not so lucky. i'm just going to sit here, awake, typing away mindless chitter chatter to people who probably don't even know me or could two shits about what i have to say. well to those people, GO SOMEWHERE ELSE. this is my journal and i'm going to bitch. got it? you don't want to read someone's bitching? create your own DAMN journal then. you can do what you want with it then. but i'm not giving your bitch asses the code to my journal. so take that. i'm really rambling. well you know what? TOO BAD! you're going to listen, and you're going to enjoy it. i'm DEPRESSED. TAKE THAT AGAIN! I MISS PAMELA ANDREA PEREIRA AND I WANT HER HOME. until that happens, i will continue to bitch and moan and complain. so sorry. pam, i <3 you more than i said earlier. it's just all i could handle at the time. remember that. and YES, your name turns me on. ha. okay i suppose this is long enough. i'm going to go grovel to myself in bed and try to get some sleep while thinking about pam nonstop and probably not getting to bed until the early morning hours, after daylight hits. so to everyone who cared enough to read this all, i envy you. congrats and thank you. good nite. <3 xoxo
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than a survey!!!!!!!!! haha yay! copy this and do it too! it would be greatly appreciated. have fun reading this. COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT!
Start time: 9:50 pm
The "GENERAL" Side:
01. Name (first and middle will do): kenneth paul (legally)
02. Nicknames: kenny, kenners, kens, TEDDY BEAR!
03. Screen name[s]: xtightpantsrockx (AIM) vengncethrublood@aol.com (email)
06. Nationality: italian, argentinian, irish.
07. Sex: male yo.
08. Birthday: july 3rd
09. Zodiac sign: cancer, I'M GONNA DIE!
10. Hospital where you were born: hoag presbrtyrian hospital
11. Your current location: menifee, ca
12. Height: 6'
13. Shoe Size: 12½
14. Hair Color: black with brownish chunks. naturally brown.
15. Eye Color: hazel
16. Siblings: half sister, jamie
17. Parents names: jim and susie
18. Weight: 185-190, let's just say... "too much"
The "CRUSH" Side:
19. Do u have a crush?: oh yeah. you betchore ass.
20. Do u have a g/f b/f Married or Divorced?: no. :(
21. If you could date anyone in the world, who would it be?: PAM!!!! yay!
22. Are you a romantic?: pam knows, that's all that matters.
23. What do you first notice about the opposite sex?: their shoes. then clothes. then looks because everyone has SOME basis on looks.
24. Your idea of a perfect date: good question... probably just getting out and being anywhere with that person to spend some time to talk or anything else.
25. What is the biggest turn-off: lying, cheaters!, chris thinks i'm afraid of bad smelling girls. haha
26. Biggest turn-ons: tattoos, cool hair, peircings, the name pam.
27. Ideal girl/guy: well there's this little girlie who fills that ideal girl, her picture is on top of my journal.
28. Sweetest thing that someone has done for you?: ummm, bought me a mexican dagger! and called me teddy bear. it made me secure with myself.
The "PAST" Side:
29. Memory [thing] you miss most: my uncle.
30. If you could go back in time, where would you go?: last time i went to las vegas i would have ran away and stayed there.
31. Thing that you regretted doing after you had done it: going home after vegas oh-so-many years ago.
32. Memory you would like to forget: haha too many.
33. What'd you do yesterday? [just curious]: went to my gma's for easter then talked to mi amor for like 3 or 4 hours.
34. Last person you talked to on the phone: casey, he called from massachuttes.
35. Last thing you said to him/her: "lates dawg"
36. Last song you listened to, cd?: "hold", saves the day
37. TV show you wish they would re-air again: family guy.
The "FUTURE" Side:
38. Occupation?: english teacher
39. Dream Car?: anything that runs.
40. Marrige?: of course.
41. More kids?: sure... i suppose... except i don't "really" have any kids.
42. Future and/or current son's name: hmmm, that's just something you and your significant other must decide. but i like hobie or maxim. haha
43. Future and/or daughter's name: madilyn! haha and i like makala
44. Honeymoon: anywhere she wants.
45. Where will you live? probably vegas.
46. What are you doing tomorrow?: sitting on my ass like usual.
The "FAVORITES" Side [there are lots of these!]
47. Foods: mexican, italian
49. TV shows/Channels: simpsons/fox, rerun snl/comedy central, conan o' brien/nbc
50. Movies: snatch, fear and loathing in las vegas, fight club, wet hot american summer, dumb and dumber, wayne's world. more but i can't think.
51. Way too unwind: saves the day and other slow stuff.
52. Song/Bands/Groups/Singers/Types of music: i'll just say stuff by, std, the faint, hot hot heat, queen and at the gates. and ALL CORE!!
54. Color/s: pink!!!! pink is the new black! haha
55. Actor/Actress: uhh... i'll go with... helena bonham carter for actress, actors: brad pitt, johnny depp, ed norton, benicio del torro
56. Brand/Type of clothes: gap, tight. haha
57. Weekend Activity: shows and hanging out with the kids. but it never happens.
58. Day(s) of the week/Months: saturday. cold monthes and july.
59. Time/Season of the year: winter
60. Book: the great gatsby, tender is the night, on the road
61. Holidays: christmas.
62. Number(s): 81
63. Relative: uhhh it was my uncle, now it's no one.
64. Phrases/Personal Quotes: "if looks could kill, i'd watch", "mi amor"
65. Video Game: NHL 2003, FIFA 2003, splinter cell.
66. Ice Cream: cookies and cream.
67. Candy: reeces peices
68. Teachers: mr provenzano and mr lutwin.
70. Restaurants/Bars: fast food: in n out, sit down: joann's (my gpa's restaraunt.)
71. Type of Massage: shoulders and neck.
72. Radio Station: uhhh, i like the morning show on x103.9 but that's about it.
73. Comedian: ZACH GALAFRANUKIS!!!!!!!! and gary valentine.
74. Shampoo/Conditioner: dawn liquid soap. it's the only thing that gets grease out!
75. Drug: life. cuz i'm high on it.
76. Drinks/Alcohol: non alcoholic: raspberry iced tea, alcoholic: j.d.
77. Sport: hockey and soccer.
78. Website: this one.
79. Hobbies: talking to pam, sleeping, internet, and being bored.
The "ONE OR THE OTHER" Side:
100. Seinfeld OR Adam Sandler: seinfeld is a good comedian, but adam sandler is a better actor.
101. Jelly OR Syrup: for what?!
102. Coke OR Pepsi: pepsi foo, i took the challenge.
103. Boxers, Briefs, Bikini's OR Thongs: i love wearing thongs... no actually i hate to say it but i go commando a lot because of the tight pants.
105. Mayo OR Miracle Whip: Mayonaisse foo. miracle my ass.
106. Kisses OR Hugs: all of the above, plus cuddling.
107. Vanilla OR Chocolate: vanilla, don't like chocolate too much. only in some stuff.
108. Flowers OR Candy: haha candy. i'm a guy, duh.
109. Pro OR Anti-Choice: about what?! everyone has their own opinion!
110. Romantic OR Horror (Movie): uhhh depends on who you're with, you don't want to cry during a romance with your buddies and get scared during a horror with your girl! god, i am a genius.
111. Book OR Magazine: uhhh, i like destroy all monthly.
112. C.D. OR Radio: cd foo. radio only is cool in the mornings.
113. Optimist OR Pessimist: pessimist about me, optimist about everything. double crosser!
The "BELIEVE OR NOT" Side:
114. Luck/Superstitions?: uhhh, i believe I'M lucky.
115. Aliens?: it's a toughy, but i don't think they are like super intellegent freaks with big heads haha
116. Jesus/Heaven &Hell?: Yeah, and yes.
117. A God?: Yeah, i'm not athiest.
118. Yourself?: not really, but someone is helping me with that.
The "HAVE YOU EVER" Side:
[Answer YES or NO.]
119. Been out of your home country: yes.
120. Cried in public alone: no. i cry in the privacy of my own home!
121. Given/Recieved oral sex: !!!!!!!! who wants to know?! yes and yes.
122. Had oral sex w/ someone of the same sex: ewwwwww. no.
123. Kissed someone of the same sex: on accident. but he kissed me. if you want the story i will tell you some other time. okay?
124. Met a celebrity: yes!
125. Dry heaved till it made your stomach hurt: yeah but surprisingly not when i was drunk haha.
126. Been scared to get shot: naw dawg, i'm a wanksta/gangsta.
127. Gotten a cavity: NO!
128. Gotten clothes from the Salvation Army: yeah all the time, actually mostly the hospice.
129: Broken a bone: many a times, many a times.
130. Had sex w/ a good friend and stayed, just friends: nope.
131. Said, "I love you," and meant it: no. you think you do at the time but later you find out you don't because if you did, or they did love you, you'd be with them forever.
132. Made "love", and meant it: did you not see what i said?
133. Gone skinny dipping: nope, not that i recall.
134. Skipped school alot/Called into work alot, in a week or month: actually yes, i haven't been to all my classes in a while.
135. Loved somebody so much it made you cry: i give up on you people and love. you just don't get it!
135. Had sex w/ someone one time, and never seen them again (doing it on purpose isn't cool): nope. i sure haven't.
The "WHICH IS WORSE" Side
(Answer A or B)
136. [a] sitting on a wet toilet seat OR
[b] finding out there is no TP: when you're sitting on the john and all the tp's gone, be a man use your hand. so i guess (A)
137. [a] kissing someone who just threw up OR
[b] kissing someone who just ate a raw onion: i eat raw onions all the time! so (A)
138. [a]Gumballs OR [b]Wet Willies: uhhh sure.
139. [a]losing a finger OR
[b]losing a toe: (A) at least with a toe, you could hide it... now what if you had an extra finger or toe?!
140. [a]eating a rotten apple OR
[b]drinking soured milk: (B) sour milk, you have the shits for days!
141. [a]Infomercials OR
[b]Howerd Stern: infomercials rock my ass! i own the shinsue knives!, so (B)
The "WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR THE WORD(S)" Side
142. Bill Clinton: playa.
143. Water: cow.
144. Dream: flush.
145. Love: dammit not again!
146. Whipped Cream: ass.
147. South Park: gay.
148. Color: me bad baby!
149. Texture: hot candle wax all over my naked... i mean uhhh...
150. Boys: fucking stink.
151. Girls: only one.
The "WHICH WOULD YOU RATHER BE" Side
152. Burned/Drowned: burned would be cool!
153. Physically challenged/Mentally challenged: physically challenged.
155. Overweight/Underweight: underweight. i hate being overweight.
156. Pen/Sword: i'll take swords for 600!
157. Actor/Rock Star: rock star for a scenester band that isn't loved by everyone.
158. Ear/Eye: eye. ears get screamed into.
159. Rich and unhappy/Poor and happy: if money can't buy happiness, i guess i'll have to rent it. haha joke, i'd rather be poor and happy.
160. Tall/Short: taller!
The "QUESTIONS THAT DON'T MATTER, BUT I'M STILL ASKING" Side
161. Do you sleep with a stuff animal?: fuck you! who told you?
162. Are you a virgin?: like a virgin OH! haha no.
163. Do you like the person as a friend who sent you this survey?: i got this from someones journal and it was julia, so yes.
164. Do you like the person, who sent you this survey, for more than a friend?: no way. it's julia, i have the hots for the one and only pam.
165. Do you like this survey?: it took a long time.
166. Are you gay or bi-sexual?: nope. sorry.
167. Do you watch your stool flush, after bussiness is done?: yeah! i love to watch the cosby's leave the pool!
168. Whats a favorite kind of foreplay?: isn't foreplay one big giant thing? so i guess that means ALL OF IT.
169. How long are you in the shower?: like 10 minutes tops. and 9½ of that is washing my hair.
170. How do you eat a Reese's Peanut Buttercup?: i actually put a hole in them and make little glasses cuz i'm retarded like that.
171. How often do you like to have sex in a week?: oh about 4 times a day. fucking hell people! what do you think?! i'm a good boy.
172. How often do you masturbate in a week?: whoa. i actually don't like to. only when it's REALLY necessary.
173. How many people are on your buddy list?: 81. i talk to about... 4.
174. What does your screen name mean? it means i like tight pants, got it?!
175. Can you admit that someone from the opposite sex is good looking/attractive?: no, i'm physically incapabe. what kind of a dumb question was that?
176. Right, Left, or Ambidextrous?: ambidextrious. (they can't even spell it right)
177. Do you sleep naked? once in a while if it's hot! haha.
178. What is under your bed?: shit upon shit.
179. Do you hate it when someone asks you a bunch of questions in persons? not really. i just punch them when i'm tired of it.
Finish Time: 10:37 pm
so if you don't know me by now, then you didn't read all this. i'm tired now. stupid survey. ah well. <3 xoxo
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[21 Apr 2003|06:14pm] |
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this is # 1. still more to come. just working out the kinks. soon i will put this name up on all of your comment message boards for those of you i know. let me know what you think. <3
xoxo
[edit] finally i got this mug done. it's just average cuz i don't know what i'm doing but it defenitly is worthy. let me know what you all think. [edit]
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